Feel so alone and isolated

For years I’ve been trying to get help.

I have no friends and no family that care apart from my dad, I speak to him most days, but other than that nothing. I’ve spoken to my gp about getting help around the house and to get out to groups and meet people. I know covid19 has made things hard but this has been going on way before then…

I get referred to place and either have 1 appointment and ve told the service int suitable for me or I get letter telling me this. Like why is it so hard to get help!!!!

Got a letter today saying my mental health team are having one last appointment with me in July and that’s it left in the dumps again even though he says I need long term help?! Don’t makes sense at all.

I just feel so low and what’s the point any more. I’m struggling ith my mental health and also my physical health I’m always tired and in pain. My house I starting to look like a shit tip because I’m struggle to do normal things like washing the dishes etc but I can get NO HELP!!!!!!