It’s been a tough week

Started off the week being upset with being treated differently, and I really hate it it the one rule for one but not another.

I got to a group on a Monday for mental health and to get people out the house etc… well last week I asked about bringing my son due to the fact the are off school, got told no… to which I replied that’s out of orders so because I have a child I got to stay locked up in my house because I can’t bring my son to one session? Yet 10 mins before I had spoken to another girl in the group that’s in the same boat as me, yet told me she allowed to bring her daughter!

You get me now?! So I was raging at that then my sons dad says to be on Friday that I’m not allowed to see my son till I’m better, which I don’t know if I will ever get better because eds effects us all the time. It upset me so bad that I had very bad thoughts.

So currently sitting feeling sorry for myself with knowine to talk to and nothing to do. It’s started snowing here where I live.