Life so shit right now.

My granny past away in July and it’s been nothing but shit since. With constant stress and getting no support with my health issues just fobbed off it stress, yet had it before all this even in 2020.

Just don’t know what to do with myself feel lonely and fed up being stuck in my house doing the same shit. I have no friends to go visit my own family have turned their backs on me.

Not good at this blogging malarkey..

Not blogged for a while again sorry, but also my life just ain’t that very interesting to blog about too.

Well this past week has been interesting as I managed for 2 and a half years not to catch covid and what did I get?? COVID!

I was so ill with high temperature and severe headache for the first 3 days then came the chesty cough. But I’m negative now and had been out shopping yesterday. Got my sons birthday this week so got a lot to do and the burnfoot carnival. I’m making his costume for it and I still not finished it so I have that to do as well. Paul is dressing up as a creeper from Minecraft.

Wet day, shopping and taking my son to beavers later.

Got up about 7.30 and decided to get a few bits from thw shop, but it was raining. It wasnt going to stop so around 9.30 i got trixie into her buggy and put the rain cover on. At least trixie was dry.

Come home tidied up a little and played on my pc. Until later on when i have to get ready to pick my son up from school and get him ready for beavers tonight.

Had a lazy sunday

Well i had over 15 hours sleep! Must of needed it!

Just a boring usual sunday got washing to do and been playing my pc whike waiting for it to be done. I fed my cats and its like chainsaw masscre in here they all hissing and fighting eachother luje they not been fed in days. Which is not true lol.

Probably just rest for the rest of the day, and chill with the tv later.

Bad sleep last night.

I kept waking up cold then needing the toilet. Im so tired but have things to do today. I have do shopping and help my sick gran.

Loving life atm

Ive been getting out more even just for walks. i have a friend that joins me.

You all thinking a human friend, nope! one of my cats!!

Trixie has been coming with me most places and now having her as my emotional support pet. its not legally a thing in the uk unlike america. I personally think it should be as its helped me so much, and woud help others too.

Trixie loves being out, i have a pet buggy that she sits in.

Getting ready to collect my son for the day.

I’m up and deciding on what to wear, then I’ll be going to collect my son for the day.

I am meeting my mum down the street to do shopping with her and for my sick gran. We do this every Thursday. I’m not paid till next week so doubt I’ll be getting anything but my sons lunch.

That’s all I’ll be doing today. May do some colouring later as got some new pencils yesterday and started a picture but didn’t finish it.

Well it’s been a while 🤣

Nothing really exciting has happened so wasn’t really going to post the same sh!t different day blah blah…

But it still is, the same. I’m always tired 😫. I’ve had my son the past 2 weeks due to them being off for Easter. Trying to keep him occupied when there is nothing for them to do is so hard. It’s OK when his friends come round to play but most of the time they are out, as they all have cars and go off out the town.

Our town is very rural and not much in it so need cars to actually go anywhere decent. My son had 3 baby teeth out yesterday to make room for his adult teeth at the front. One tooth stayed put even though his 2 front ones grew in, so had that taken out and the 2 next to them. He very brave as I wouldn’t sit there while they pulled my teeth out.

Other than that nothing much has happened really. Oh what fun 😏

Sleep has been a problem.

All I want to do is sleep I’m so tired all the time yet I have things to do. I can’t do them as I’m soooo fatigued that I can’t.

I am so behind on my housework that it’s getting to me. But 11 hours 20 yesterday and was still tired when I woke up. Woke up due to my lovely neighbour banging the door at 5.30am!

Just hope it eases soon so I can actually get stuff done!

Shopping now tired and no energy.

Went shopping early this morning, I like to go early before it gets busy. I hate busy shops.

Met my son and his dad down the street and got a taxi home, where I unpacked everything and my son played in the garden for a bit. I’ve not taken him back to his dad’s and i am going back home for a nap. I feel like the walking dead lol.

See if I feel better afterwards as I need to tidy up some and do some washing.