Author Archives: Catlover1688

I .am up so early this morning. Partly due to my lovely neighbour but I’ve got to be up, as I have pain management phone call at 9.30.

I also have group today which I’m looking forward too. We have the craft stuff to make Christmas cards..and jacket spud for lunch.

After that I’ll probably be too tired to do anything but we will see.

Well I woke up to my dad had sent me a code to redeem on my Nintendo switch. He got me the dlc to animal crossing.

I so happy I not stopped playing it today, I need to get my head down to sleep but can’t put the bloody game down 🤣🤣

Had lots of cuddles with my cats earlier, gave them treats.

Not heard from me in ages again not good at this diary malarkey. But then what do I write when my life is lonely and boring? I don’t doing anything but sit in my house bored watching tv or playing my Nintendo switch.

Still waiting for another date for my operation, but today I got myself some new cat slipper socks as its getting very cold here in Scotland. Now sat playing games till I’m fed up then not sure what I’ll do, I do have some washing on soo that will need to be hung up to dry but that’s about it.

I’ve been away due to depression but so nothing much to write. I’ve done nothing but stuck at home in bed or sat down stairs due to my illness. I got given another date for my operation but guess what! Cancelled again!!

I was supposed to have my operation yesterday, I don’t know how much more I can take suffering everyday. I feel so ill with no support nothing. Know one to turn to, just suffering alone with my cats. Yet I feel sorry for them as they hardly see me as I spend most my time in bed and they not alone in my bedroom.

So yeah nothing right amazing to update on I do nothing, just so frustrated that this is the 4th cancellation now.

Hi, sorry I had a break life was getting too complicated and I just shut everything out. Still not great but I’m back to wanted to do somethings I stopped.

Nothing much has really happened, but this weekend I have a funfair outside my house. Can be noisy but it’s fun. I am taking my son there today.

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My lovely son has given me his cold/flu. It not covid before anyone asks, I tested negative.

I just feel so awful, my body aches, runny nose, I’m hot then cold. My neck is stiff and sore don’t know if that’s the way I have slept or not. I am just about to run a hot bath to try an ease the acheyness. Hopefully I’ll feel a little better when I get out the bath.

Still not heard back yet about my appeal to PIP. Just hope I can get my mo ey back and not have to go to tribunal again, which won’t happen till next year as they are back logged due to covid which is too long for my to go without the money I need to help me get about.

I had a 2 hour nap I woke up just before 5pm. Played switch for a bit then came back to bed.

Fell asleep but woke 2am and can’t get back to sleep I hate this and also it feels as though I’m getting a migraine too. Please no as I have a lot to do today as I missed doing it yesterday.

Sitting with my cat for cuddles.

I had my son for a while, but he wanted to go home early. I didn’t mind as I felt overwhelmed with tiredness and weakness. I’m currently laying in bed typing this and then going for a nap.

I have washing and tidying up to do but I just don’t think it will get done today, I am just so tired!

My birthday is never that great but at least I get to spend it with my son. But on Monday 16th my Birthday, I get a letter from PIP.

Which is disability money for disabled for those that don’t know, I had to have a over the phone interview last month to renew it as you get reviewed after so many years. I get it for mental health and that’s not changed in fact been made worse by my health issues and covid.

So I said nothing has changed to the initial claim but was to add my eds and endometriosis to it as that is affecting my daily life too, I wasnt diagnosed until after my claim a few years back.

For them to take my PIP away from me saying my conditions have got better like wtf!!!!

So the long process of appealing etc and struggling with money on top of my problems already I can’t cope seriously!!!

I give up I really do fed up with all this covid bullshit, and stopping me getting my operation. My illness doesn’t stop or just go away, I am suffering daily have been the past 2 years!

No support no nothing but all I get is everyone is in the same boat its not just you… well yes and no

I’m not the only one with chronic illness out there but why should we be made to suffer?? I can’t take any more of it I should be entitled to the healthcare I need yet I’m denied because of covid.