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Sitting in my room exhausted and can’t nap due to neighbour doing diy. I know they are allowed but it when they choose to do it really annoys me. They been home all day I been out yet start it now same day before that banging the walls at 6.15am….. Yes I said that right!

They think because they own their house they can do what they like, when they like….

I just want to nap, I can feel a headache coming on too. Yesterday the neighbours set the fire alarm off by burning paint in the house. They are so stupid and dumb its unbelievable.

Put it this way she didn’t know you had to empty the hoover???? Like what??? Where do you think the dust goes lmao!!!! And then he couldn’t work out how to put the hoover back together again and he is supposed to be a joiner by trade, armmm like how????

So you get me now hahaha and I got to live next door to them. Its quite funny some of the stuff they do at times but I just want to nap!!

I’m so tired at the moment, I don’t know if it the heat and looking after my son more on top of my chronic illness or what. but I’m so god damn tired.

I had 8-9 hours sleep yet woke up feeling like I had not sleep at all? I hope I’m feeling more less tired tomorrow. my last day with my son on Monday before I have to isolate for my operation on Friday.

I find it very hard to write a blog everyday when I don’t do a lot and not sure what to write. I had my pre op at the hospital yesterday and that is me all clear for my op next week.

I have to isolate for 3 days before so that will be fun. Got my new game from my dad early as it was for my birthday in a few weeks (16th august). So I have something new to play while stuck at home so I’m happy to get into that next week.

Other than that I have not been doing Mich other than looking after my son, sitting in the garden catching the sun.

I woke up today with my usual flare of tummy pain, I have not had a flare in a while.

I feel so sick and hurts bad, no painkiller is helping I was debating about going to the hospital. But there is no point think I’m a drug seeker and just leave me in a room and tell me to go home after a few hours of nothing. That’s what they did the last time.

The hospital is miles away, 18 to be precise. They usually discharge me at stupid times knowing I have no way of getting home. I rely on public transport, which of course doesn’t run at night time.

I just hope it eases off soon

Past few mornings I’ve been waking up at about 3.30am, and not being able to get back to sleep. All it has done the past few days is rain! I really need to get the grass cut but can’t do it while its wet.

It’s my son birthday tomorrow so I’ll be busy later sorting his birthday stuff out. So atm I’m just laying here, hopefully get back to sleep for a bit, but wishfull thinking as my stupid neighbour will be up soon and smashing her front door at 6am.

The last blog post wasn’t good, I’m still not great but I’m here plodding along as usual. Nothing really exciting has happened just been out shopping an that’s it, it’s been raining most of the time where live.

A storm is suppose to happen today so I won’t be putting my washing out on the line. That’s all I need to do today, so be sat on my computer most of the day.

It’s my sons birthday on Wednesday this week he is so excited. Other than that it’s boring week again, nothing planned or anything to do, this is my life very boring.

I do hate it having no friends but even then there is nothing to o but even going to a friends for a cuppa and chat is better than being stuck in your own house 24/7.

For years I’ve been trying to get help.

I have no friends and no family that care apart from my dad, I speak to him most days, but other than that nothing. I’ve spoken to my gp about getting help around the house and to get out to groups and meet people. I know covid19 has made things hard but this has been going on way before then…

I get referred to place and either have 1 appointment and ve told the service int suitable for me or I get letter telling me this. Like why is it so hard to get help!!!!

Got a letter today saying my mental health team are having one last appointment with me in July and that’s it left in the dumps again even though he says I need long term help?! Don’t makes sense at all.

I just feel so low and what’s the point any more. I’m struggling ith my mental health and also my physical health I’m always tired and in pain. My house I starting to look like a shit tip because I’m struggle to do normal things like washing the dishes etc but I can get NO HELP!!!!!!

Well saturday started like no other….

I picked my son up and took him to the soft play, he was so excited he got the chucked his shoes and coat on the middle of the floor and went lol. It was a nice day till later on in the evening when I get a text from the school that my son has been a close contact to someone that has tested positive for covid!

So I booked and appointment for Sunday morning to get my son tested, which came back the next day as negative but we still have to isolate for 10 days incase he develops symptoms.

So I am currently sat here at 8.45am on tuesday, bored out of my box already, and still have a week yet…. oh help me!!!!

So to start of I have not updated in a few days that’s because I’ve been sleeping or just tidying up, not exactly talkative material.

But today my son is going to the soft play, he has not been in over 18 months due to my illness and covid. My son doesn’t know he thinks we are going down street for shopping, I can’t wait to see his face. Was so hard to get him booked in though!!

You have to log into this app and book a time slot. Most of the spaces were gone I sat up till 2 am when I got paid just to book as if I left it till morning there would have been no spaces left. Its fully booked all the way up till next week now already.

I woke up at 12am with a banging headache, its usually to do with my neck so i ran a hot bath. yes at that time of the morning lol.

then went back to bed to try and sleep it off but i still have it this morning, it was an effort to get myself to go down stairs to get paracetamol. It makes me feel so sick these headaches, I hate it. Im going to try and go back to sleep and hope this paracetamol helps.

Yesterday with my son we had fun painting our window catchers, and he was outside playing most of the time. here is a picture of us and one of his window catchers.