Down and fed up today

I just feel down and fed up today, fed up with being lonely no friends. Just sat at home know one to talk to doing the same sh!t everyday.

Feel so crap and depressed that this is how my life has always been, never really had a true friend. Only one a that pretended to be my friend a and then slagged me of behind my back, that’s not a friend by any means.

With having a chronic illness it makes things worse, you want to someone to care and make sure you are OK. I don’t have anyone days get very lonely being sat alone talking to my cats I wish they understood.

Not much to update on juat been sat moping all day, currently sat in my bed in silence.